Behind What Everyone Sees Is Me

This is where you can find random facts about me and my life if you really care.

Living In This Blissful Blasphemy: I'll do a promo for people who reblog this:

HELP MY BAND DRESSED IN ROSES GAIN LIKES ON FACEBOOK

Dressed In Roses is an all girl Indie/Acoustic band from Santa Cruz CA.

We’re trying to get to 500 likes by Feb 16, 2013. And to just generally increase our social networking stuff.

CHECK US OUT:

FACEBOOK (give us a like?)

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I’m still doing this, so if you haven’t already. REBLOG please? I’ll be doing the promo post on February 17th <3

Being sick sucks.

I’ve been struggling just to get through the past year and a half, but I can honestly say that it has made me a lot stronger.

Sometimes I’m just so tired that no matter how much sleep I get I still can’t keep my eyes open.

I fear growing up and growing old. I want to stay young forever.

My stomach dropped when I heard that Mitch Lucker passed. I cried when I thought about Kenadee growing up without her father.

I want to make fried rice and drink tea with you :’)

I was so lost 8 months ago. I didn’t know who to trust or what to do with myself. I’m a lot better now. I’m in a band with people that I really like, and that’s basically my life. I go to school, and play in the band, and not much else happens for me otherwise. Being busy is the best way to stay out of trouble.

Almost exactly a year ago, I posted: “Dear Future Self, I hope your happy. I genuinely hope you are. Love, Your Younger Self” I actually am happy now. It’s a beautiful thing. Music has saved me. My band keeps me focused on something positive rather than dwelling in all the darkness and all the narcissistic bullshit that people spew out left and right.

gonna go watch weeds til i pass out. goodnight tumblr.

i am well aware that probably nobody sees these posts but i am still going to post here regardless.

i need to stop forgetting that this tumblr exists.

ooh and i wanna strech my ears too… but ive just been to lazy. haha… ill probably start it over thanksgiving or something.

i really want my septum pierced and my lip pierced.

while doing vocab homework there were 3 words that just summed up my life. motley (well duh Mötley Crüe and the actual meaning of the word too), procrastinate, and provocative.